you're just a ring away:)

30th March'12 @0119

When life get's hard,the other person that you can reliably turn to besides your parents is your friends.If there's one untarnished relationship in this world besides family is non other than friendship.
I've said this quite a number of times,but I'm definitely blessed with the ones that I have in my life.Although now we're working adults,yet we will still find time whenever we're on off days/when any of us are back to home town.A ring is enough to make an outing of 6 hours!(and sometimes more longer than that!).
You know what I find it interesting and fun here?There's always a serious talk when you surround yourself with your colleagues but the best part of going out with my partners in crime is,we can always behave and be our ownselves,crack jokes and be the 16 year olds that once we were and no one will pull you back to a serious topic.
As you go on in life,you'll find so many different people and we should let our hearts open to welcome new friends in life but as you get older,you know it's not how many friends you have in life but how many real friends who are still in touch with you.
You know you're lucky when one ring is answered by "let's go" or when gloomy days,that same ring responded with "hey,you ok?"-in this case,I know,I am truly blessed.


0130

Not sure anymore.

"it's ironic,years of waiting to be unleashed,only to realise later on,it's better to be protected under the watchful eyes..."

19th March'12 @2252

Life is really funny you know.Many of us(including me,yes underline that me word) in our teen days:
- wanted to be out of parents supervision despite knowing ourselves being brats
-wanted to do things on our own even when it's beyond our limits
-wanted to be able to make up our decisions without being told what to do
-wanted to experience the outer world earlier because of our endless curiosity
-used to contemplate hard why "I'm not allowed to do so?"
-in short,we just wanted to grow up fast/better still wanted to be an adult when others took the responsibilites to be one

* we just couldn't wait to grow up as from outlook,it's COOL to be an adult than being a child.

However,
Once we're adult,
* all that were once so promisingly took us to the 'adulthood' with much admiration and hope,just slipping away..

Honestly,
-I am not sure what's right/wrong
-I don't understand the world,seriously!
-I couldn't comprehend how human betray others' trust and break their hearts
-I simply can't digest how people could be so inhuman/jerks ..and there're alot of them to make life of others ugly

To cut it short,I'M NOT SURE ANYMORE OF WHAT PREVIOUSLY I WAS VERY MUCH CERTAIN ABOUT.

My entry today pretty sucks,I know it but like i have told earlier,I'm not sure anymore and humans are incomprehensible creatures hence I couldn't care more to explain.

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