and it begins...

28th July'11 @ 2100

Good evening malaysia:) been a week upon my return for good.I didn't want to recall how I felt the moment I stepped out from my 410 cocoon and locking it for the last time.But all went well,I didnt shed tears as I had done what I should have done and spent the last sunday at Mac'D with my Kenyan mates of 6 years.We have never talked/spent that much of hours in Mc'D on normal days but that day was an exception.After packing my luggages for the last time,I sat by the balcony just letting my thoughts get swayed with the chill wind of Nizhny.Very nostalgic indeed,I remembered the most precious moments that took place in Nizhny..will I be back again?As a lone traveller all the way from Nizhny to Moscow airport,my thoughts start to dart away once again.In airport,met a foreign student and we became friends and finally in Dubai,met another malaysian chinese,a graduate too and we became good friends:)The last journey indeed was fun and the excitement wasnt like how it used to be,prolly cos I knew,I dont have to fly back in 2 months to Russia?...

It has been a quiet life at home as buddies and the gang hasnt back to Ipoh.Spending most of the time at home and completing my online forms to be submitted for my job applications.Mind it,even doctors have to apply for job!!! well,this statement actually made my non-medic friends blink in surprise....

Downloaded most of the forms from the official sites of Lembaga Peperiksaan ,MMC and KKM.Registered online with SPA and now here I am today in Sri Petaling.Gotta get up early tomorrow morning to Putrajaya to submit all my forms for registration.Guess only then I'd be able to breath easily.JUst hope everything will go smoothly tomorrow.

Till my SPA interview and induction,I'm JOBLESS:p

bored to death

12th july'11@1416 final exams had passed with good remarks from the doctors.graduation was over with extreme and mixed emotions in me.tour to the venice of europe:st.petersburg with mum and dad done and now im back in my 410,repacked my books and notes in boxes for cargo,luggages are all set to fly back,hopefully there wont be any changes.will be receiving my translated degree tomorrow before the final procedure in malaysian embassy in moscow.so much of bureocracy to be done and that makes me want to leave this place even faster but still,deep inside me,i know i will be missing my independent and single life more than anything else once im back home especially when im still being treated as their precious little girl.however it maybe,i respect them with all that i have but its my life and the final decision will be mine. I dont admit that im a net addict but why should i again right?but i seriously need the connection to be on regardless im using it or not.im thrown into a massive boredom now-no internet in my room,i miss to the core logging into my msn live messenger and im patheticaly using my mobile and blogging while lying on my bed and listening to drakes and the mowing grass machine outside my 4th floor.another 5 more days and im gonna say good bye to my little room,hostel and russia..5 days now seems like weeks when i cant online:(.a part of me wants to be back in malaysia with new life waiting before my eyes and another part of me rejects it,just a minor fear slipping in,not knowing what awaits upon my return.i have learned a sum and i know i should go easy with life and live as i want in and im going to make the best out of it. Just one word now:BORED. 1445.