Bye,home.

28th August'09

Today will be unofficially (in 2 hours time) my last stay in my home sweet home in Ipoh.Tomorrow,I will be in Rawang spending the night over there with my big family.Babu Krishna (Uncle Krishna) and Sree Pinni(aunt sree) will be organising a farewell party (cum family reunion) for me...so sweet of them,I love you both alot.It will be an overwhelmed and emotion filled day..how am I suppose to leave all of them and board the plane on sunday morning?Duh...

As part of my yearly routine,I was going through my childhood albums 10 minutes ago.Looking at those memorable photos,I realised how things have changed..things and people..so much of changes.And definitely,how much I missed those who are not around especially my late ammama(maternal grandmother).Every wrinkle now tells a hidden story of life.Still,I will exhange for anything if you're willing to give me back my old childhood era.Is it possible?..I wish I was given a boon so that the time machine will be in my hands right now!

This summer break,I learned that never ever think there's a person for you to confide in when you're in blue.All YOU HAVE IS YOU,YOURSELF-in this context,I ONLY HAVE ME MYSELF AND I.

Dad,Mum..what can I say?I love you both with all my heart.Thank you for all your deeds.Still,I miss you daddy.I miss the long hours of sleeping on your chest at night.I wish those moments are longer than 30 minutes each night.Mum,you're my best person in the whole world.I will miss those naggings from you mum.I will remember those moments of naggings when I'm in Russia.I love you both,once again.

Ragu,you're my great companion when I'm alone at home.I will still pick on you regardless of how old you are.Love you,lil bro.

my partners in crime,till I see you guys next year,keep in touch and will be missing our outings,laughters and teasings very much.

Good bye my home,and hello Russia.

A Chocolat-EY Outing:)

*I don't need anything else except for my CHOCOLATE MILK SHAKE...it's mine and only for me*

25th August'09 @ 1532

I managed to go out today! Yeah,finally..an outing with Vicks.After the movie outing wasn't granted by mum and dad,I came up with a brilliant idea yesterday night around 8 pm.A Superb idea striked my mind "I still haven't had my chocolate milk shake " for I have tasted all my favourites except this one.I seeked green light from mum and dad,and they allowed saying "as long as you don't go into the mall".Immediately ,I rang up Vicks and she agreed on meeting as I know this teacher hasn't gone out in awhile after joining the working force.

Secret Recipe is my all time favourite place to hang out let it be for breakfast,lunch or dinner.I can never stay away from it's mouth-watering and heavenly made cakes.It's a boon for cakes.

After fetching vicks,I parked my car and we walked towards Secret Recipe.Love the atmosphere in it..just like any other days and since it's early in the morning(not even 11am),we were their first 2 customers.Vicks ordered shepherd pie and a glass of sky juice wherelse my menu was cornish pie original with (as you would've guessed) a big glass of chocolate milk shake...yummyyyyyy.

As usual,I had my early satiety.After I finished my meal,I could barely stuff a spoonful of cheesy+chocolate brownie,ordered by Vicks for a dessert.We ended up tapau-ing the brownie and another cornish spicy for mum and dad.

We talked,talked and talked..hey,that's what girls do right?slow eaters + with lots of talkings on outings..lol.Outings are so incomplete without cuci-mataing.A Malay waiter guy who took our orders have a pair of attractive eyes..but both of us couldn't see his face since he was wearing a mask.I didn't say anything but Vicks noticed it too that she so wanted to ask the guy to take off his mask so we can see his face..I was like "no,don't do anything crazy"..:p..obviously we left without seeing his moon-like face(no,no craters okay,we're pretty sure on this!)..perhaps Vicks would've carried out her missions if it wasn't for me being 'too good' of a kind.Nevermindla vicks,next time okay:)

Vicks had another plan after we reached my car.She wanted to hang out in the mall.So,I couldn't say no since it will be my last lepak-ing with her for this year.I called up dad and told him that I'm already wearing a mask (when I'm not) and wanted to enter Ipoh Parade.Dad's response "why want to go in there unnecessarily?" "daddy,I'll be careful,will be back before 1pm(it's already 12.20pm at that moment!)" Dad: "okay,come back soon".

I drove to watson's but they ran out of masks.Got stuck in the traffic(Ipoh is getting worse!) and finally after 20 minutes,I pulled my car aside and Vicks helped me to get 2 masks from a medical shop.

Ipoh Parade has become our spot to lepak after Kinta City had been forbidden by my parents when news on its worker infected with HINI came to light.

I re-parked my car at the same spot(for MBI workers).After placing my parking coupons,we stepped out of the car with masks.Crossed the road and entered the mall.

Well,Malaysians will always be Malaysians.*sigh*Prevention is definitely better than cure.But what do you do when ingorance is the most practiced habit?Apparently,wearing mask has become a joke and yeah we were sort of teased by the Indian youngsters.Like we care?..I wanted to tell them "hey,get a lifela you guys" ...but malaslah want to layan them...I know wearing a mask can't do much since we're breathing the same air but ATLEAST something you know to prevent the sneezed/coughed air traverse easily into your respiratory tract!Instead of realising it's derangement,people actually look at you as if you are an alien or maybe a retard? for carrying a mask around!

After 40 minutes,we hugged and waved each other good bye.Vicks,thanks for the 3 hours of outing..had a great time with ya.Heyya you and subha,please bring mask for movie this friday okay?I already reminded subha.I want to join you two for the movie,but I doubt it.I will try to persuade dad and mum,okay?Will let you know.Love ya girls.

Thanks for the chocolat-ey outing Vicks:)

And,I reached home at 2 pm instead of before 1pm like I had told dad...

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Arrgghh,it's my final week!!!

*"ish..don't kacau me,I can walk without your help now,chair"-saisha. *

24th August'09 @ 1756

*sigh* Vicks messaged me in the morning,asking me to join her for a movie,a new tamil movie by vikram.I know what the response will be from dad and mum especially when it's the FINAL week of my holidays here.So replied her saying that,"i'm sorry vicks,can't go out already..."..and vicks I know you read my blogs,sorry again,okay?ok,ok,I use your favourite sentence: sorry matcha...lol.I wanted to see you before I leave but can't make it!eh,why not you come over to my place?We can catch a horror movie here?;)

I feel really ackward going out carrying a mask.This H1N1 really a disaster to everyone.This is another reason why I'm not allowed to go to GSC,the cold air and the crowd!Too many speculations I've been hearing from different individuals.If you seek advice from the religious expertise,they adopt the saying "what comes around,goes around".And these divine and pious peoples' non-stop recommendation is "to give up everything and become a vegetarian!"..by these,we can avert other disasterous infections.I do not want to protest whatever they had said but what I think is,if we become moderate in our daily lives,we can live a long healthy life.It's not practical now let's take us as students and those in the working world to just sacrifice the rest of your life to meditate under a big banyan tree and stay for days and months without water and food,but sollely last by breathing and 'eating' the air.Perhaps,the wise wanted the senior citizens to practice the spiritual path.Everyone should have the spiritual force in themselves.As for me,I will enhance and sharpen it in my mid fifty-tees.As for for,60% carbohydrate,20% Protein and 20% fat are still needed in my life.Nevertheless,the many visits to Baba Centre with mum is definitely an eye-opener for me.:)

Today I have a dinner date with Padma Akka and Ramesh Anna.Why?today is their 2nd wedding anniversary.2nd anniversary with a 1 year old saisha.That cutie,what can I say?Very funny with only 4 teeth..well balanced: 2 on the upper gum and another 2 on her lower gum:p she looks exactly like Ramesh anna.Nothing in similar with Padma akka.Being a 1 year plus,she's baby-stepping more confidently now compared to the past few months when she had to hold nearby objects for support.Grow up fast girl,I want to see how little Padma will turn out to be!:lol..

Happy 2nd wedding annivesary young couple:)

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If Tomorrow Never Comes

*If there's one poem which is still in my mind,it just has to be this piece..the only piece that always has a spot in my heart and mind.The very first time I got it via email in 2002.Thanks xziled_sazin for the forward :)*

If I knew it would be the last time

that I'd see you fall asleep,

I would tuck you in more tightly,

and pray the Lord your soul to keep.



If I knew it would be the last time

that I'd see you walk out the door,

I would give you a hug and kiss,

and call you back for just one more.


If I knew it would be the last time

I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,

I would tape each word and action,

and play them back throughout my days



If I knew it would be the last time,

I would spare an extra minute or two,

To stop and say "I love you,"

instead of assuming you know I do.


So, just in case tomorrow never comes,

and today is all I get,

I'd like to say how much I love you,

and I hope we never will forget.



Tomorrow is not promised

to anyone, young or old alike,

And today may be the last chance

you get to hold your loved one tight.


So, if you're waiting for tomorrow,

why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes,

you'll surely regret the day

That you didn't take that extra time

for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,

And you were too busy to grant someone,

what turned out to be their one last wish.


So hold your loved ones close today,

and whisper in their ear,

That you love them very much,

and you'll always hold them dear.



Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me,"

"thank you" or "it's okay".

And if tomorrow never comes,

you'll have no regrets about today.


-By Norma Marek-

Nokia Dilemma

21st August'09 @ 1106

Morning bloggie!I just had my breakfast.Was supposedly to go out with Ragu for shopping but both of us are locked inside the house since the keys (even the spare keys) are with dad and mum.I don't know how this had happened...no choice but have to wait till mum and dad back home for lunch.

Yesterday Ragu became my victim as I made him come with me to survey on Nokia phones which I'm planning to get one.The day before yesterday,I browsed through the net and I really admired and had the strong desire to get Nokia 6600i.The model was published on the net in mid June 2009.I was satisfied with my findings..but it turned out to be different when I went and enquired about the model.The sales people/dealers told me the phone is not availbale in the market.He said "tak tahu bila dia akan keluar in pasaran" when I asked him.My mind couldn't accept the answer because of what I read on the model's information on the net.Guess he himslef was drawn to the model that when I grabbed the flyer featuring Nokia 6600i,he told me "Sorry ye,tak boleh bagi flyer ni,cuma ade satu saje,sorryla..".I smiled back and left.

Since I went to the mall which inhabits the many mobile sellers,here comes another scene:The salesperson who turned out to be a girl,told me that the model is available but she has to order first.You know what's the most exciting part?"you can get the phone in a day!" My heart was leaping in joy but I was suspicious thinking how is it possible when other dealers are not aware of the model if it's available/in stock?.I said 'thank you' and left with a mixed feelings.

I told Ragu,"something is fishy,let's go to the main Nokia outlet".We drove there and it was FINALISED that the model is not for grabs and no one knows when it will be released!

On my way back home,I was pissed with the net which provided false informations to the net surfers.Isn't it similar like fooling the users?And what about the salesperson's gimmick/convincing tactic to sell off her a 'non-existing phone?" Damn!

Upon reaching home,I switched on my lap top and searched for another website and it was clearly stated,Nokia 6600i will be released quarter end of this year! Still,the definite date hasn't been confirmed! *sigh! Nokia 6600i is still dancing infront of my eyes..really want to have it but I need one right now! I will get you one day,Nokia 6600i..or perhaps a better and a more lavishing one than you.But,this model will certainly capture everyone's hearts once it's available for sales.

I will be going back today to the same mall as I'm satisfied with the survey I had done yesterday.I have 2 Nokia models in my mind: so will it be Nokia _ _ _? or Nokia _ _ _ _?:) Good bye Sony Ericksson of 3 years!Thanks for serving me:)

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Welcome Home,Maths and Happy B-day

19th August'09@1924

The big boy of the house has arrived home 1/2 hour ago!Physically he has changed,reminding me of Surya's physique in his best ever acted movie last year-which highlighted his various phases of life.Ragu will be smiling secretly if I say that to him now.The reason why I'm stating that way is,whenever he's back at home,he will be bloating with his little tummy.I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw him 2 months ago at the airport when he came to receive me.But today,I was taken by surprise,he had slimmed down..looking very thin..this is what you call post-working out/gym effect.He happily told me" I'm wearing this Amsterdam t-shirt for the first time and it's LOOSE for me when the other day I could hardly fit into it"..I asked him ,"so how long have you been fasting?Where are your six packs?"..He smirked saying,"nola..not yet" when once he said "I'll get more than 6 packs..better than Surya's"..Welcome home bro,the foods are waiting for you,help yourself to the max when I know he had already gulped down a big glass of tea and few pieces of cookies?MOre foods are waiting for him with mum's carrot cake and nasi lemak for dinner..I'm glad he's back atleast I won't be nagged/be the only hope to finish the foods.:p

At noon,Subha visited me,well she didn't come alone but carried along her Maths textbook and questions to be answered..yeap you heard it right,Maths questions.I have always loved Maths but after like 5 years (with exception of 1 year in Medic sch),I kind of forgot few chapters of it especially Arithmetics and Geometrics progression.When she asked for help,I agreed and wanted to give a try.So came subha.I was/am still surprised all those things are still fresh in my head after a few minutes study on the equations.Maths and its appliances always remained the same regardless of what field you're venturing in.The only difference would be only the level of studies.Though Maths was one of my favourites in school,ask me to major in Actuarial Science and Calculus?I will certainly think twice before taking up those subjects! Subha felt bad because she took up most of my time right after lunch but I happily answered her back " It was really fun,Subha after so long I'm back in touch with Maths"..I sort of missed writing the long equations in order to solve a maths questions which at times I used to just slumped down my head on the table over disappointment when I couldn't get the EXACT answer..but again,there's no other sweetest and happiest moments when I got the SOLUTION!*algebric equations,probabilities,linear equations,quadratic equations,...now I realise how much I":ve missed those things after being in the medic line..:p*

Before I end my blog here,I extend my 'Happy sweet 16th Birthday" to my dearest sister,Priyasree.Wishing you the best of birthday dear.May Baba bless you always and shower you with all the best and beautiful things in life.Love you loads,sweetie:)

2013

Smile,besties:)

*copyright reserved: DJ Tarantula,18th August'09.The editting was done for me by her.Thanks DJ,xoxoxo*


18th August'09 @ 1206









Since my latest entry stirred big questions'babe,are you ok?' from my bestest girlfriend,so here I am declaring "I'm perfectly fine my bestie!" no worries okay....what's the use of having a blog if you're not able to fill it up with you latest happenings?Everything happens for a reason,I have a strong believe in that phrase.In addition,what's life without ups and downs?There's lil' bit of fun in me for having gone through all this:)









Okay,I am feeling very cheerful and in a jolly mood today.I have 3 most best reasons to smile.There are:









1.Ragu will be coming back tomorrow from USM which means my boredom is finally coming to and end.Can't wait to see him after 4 weeks?Come back fast,bro:) and yeah don't forget your books:p









2.My bestie Shalu is accepted by E&Y(a prestigious company) in JB.Yeay,she got the job just like how she wanted it so badly.Congrats shalu,it's a celebration.On the brighter side: 2 of my besties(Lava and Shalu) will be conquering JB in no time when they meet up for outings.P/s shalu,don't 'be a pengacau' too much since you know Ms Lava is not a single lady on her outings..lol.Take care shalu,all the best and beware of JB,it's Not our IPOH,Ms.Accountant.











3.Another bestie of mine,Dj Tarantula/Anne is in a very ecstatic mood right now despite her chronic gastritis problem.Why?For this Dj has found a new friend(cum soulmate?) .I'm happy for you,remember:Friendship is the beginning for a wonderful relationship.Love ya dj,get well soon and *ahem* hoping to hear a good news from you.



p/s: shalu,it's for your eyes only.Don't ask her,ok?:p.











what else waiting for me in store in coming days?I shall wait and see..







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Not A Day Goes By

*I accidentally discovered this oldie song while browsing through a blog.The lyrics captured me.I've never been their fan but this song simply took me away.Love this melancholic song:) please do check out the lyrics,and you will agree with me ;) *

Artist: Lonestar

Song title: Not A Day Goes By

Got a picture of you, I carry in my heart

Close my eyes to see it, when the world gets dark

Got a memory of you, I carry in my soul

I wrap it close around me, when the nights gets cold

If you asked me how I'm doing

I'd say just fine

But the truth is,

baby If you could read my mind

Not a day goes by

That I don't think of you

After all this time

You're still with me it's true

Somehow you remain

Locked so deep inside

Baby, baby, oh, baby

Not a day goes by

I still wait for the phone

In the middle of the night

Thinking you might call me

If your dreams don't turn out right

And it still amazes me

That I lie here in the dark

Wishin' you were next to me

With your head against my heart

If you asked me how

I'm doing I'd say just fine

But the truth is, baby

If you could read my mind

Not a day goes by

That I don't think of you

After all this time

You're still with me it's true

Somehow you remain

Locked so deep inside

That baby, baby, oh, baby

Not a day goes by

Minutes turn to hours

And the hours to days

Seems it's been forever

That I've felt this way

Not a day goes by

That I don't think of you

After all this time

You're still with me it's true

Somehow you remain

Locked so deep inside

Baby, baby, oh, baby

Not a day goes by

That I don't think of you

Link to this video clip:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HJTvUgAbxA

To My Dearest Shree Krishna,

13th August'09 @ 2340

Dearest Lord Krishna,

"Wishing you a very happy birthday (Shree Krishna Janmashtami),My Lord.Today is a very auspicious day to You though You have the most number of birthday celebrations in 365 days.How lucky You are to have Your most faithful devotees with endless offerings to Your lotus feet.Just a small request from Me,please accept all your favourites:milk curd,laddhu that being offered right infront of You in all the temples and homes where You're living in.

I know very well you're watching me adding a post about You in my blog.I don't do this often,so let me pay my best Tribute to You on Your Day."

Dearest Little Krishna,

In 10 minutes,You'll be reborn at 12 midnight and the devotees are waiting anxiously in temple,fasting the whole day to craddle Your swing.Thank You for making me visit Your devotees temple today in Lahat Lane.It was my very first time being there.To my concern,there are only 2 temple of Yours in Ipoh,but the number devotess would have told You the much affection everyone has for You,including me here.

I felt much more calmer after sitting infront of You,watching You and Radha glowing magnificently.Your shine and radiance shone (still shining) on the ones watching You without blinking their eyes.I tried not to blink my eyes,but it was effortless.After all You're the ACE behind every thing that had happened,happens,will be happening.Somehow,I managed to capture You with my eyes.

I hope You will understand me(You're the only one who knows me very well,no one else does better job than You.).I wanted to stay overnight to see You placed in the swing while chanting Your name,but I had no friend to accompany me.So I had to leave You after getting Your blessings.Don't be angry at me,Okay?Even though I'm not in temple now to feast my eyes but,look at me,I'm smiling and thinking about You..yes Your plays and my missing accessories and things.They correlate very well with You.Others won't believe when I say my missing things are with You,but I know the real story:)Okay,I will allow You but don't make me worry too much.

Dearest Little Krishna,

Forgive me for being angry at You for a couple of times.If there's One person I can never stay mad,it's You besides Dad and Mum.I'm really sorry for ever behaving that way.You're my savior at the end of the day.I can always turn to You when I needed peace and solace within me.

Thank You for making me realise,every single decision is mine and I'm fully responsible for my actions.Thank You,my Krishna.I regained my conciousness,WHY I SHOULD WORRY WHEN I HAVE YOU ALL THE TIME WITH ME?

Dearest My Lord,

Wishing You the most prosperous,fun filled birthday.Bless every living entities in the whole universe.Who are we without You?

I hope this is not too much to be asked from You,if You have time,please do come into my dreams today.:)I will be waiting for You:)

Happy Birthday once again,dear Little Krishna,You're my all time most favourite STAR among the rest:)

Hare Krishna Hare Krishna

Krishna Krishna Hare Hare

Hare Rama Hare Rama

Rama Rama Hare Hare.

Yours truly,

the little Navanita.

"People are coming to Me through different paths and I will embrace them on all paths."-Krishna

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Happy Birthday To You,with love...

10th August'09

So there I had it,Grandpa's birthday celebration.Grandpa was on cloud 9 for he had to blow candles on 2 cakes.First cake was prepared by mum which was before our scrumptious lunch,we fed him with his birthday cake.It was a memorable day for him as most of his grandsons and granddaughters were around him on his birthday.I know he missed Ragu as he couldn't take off from USM due to to incompletion of his many assignments.Ram,Rao and Boy were on the phone with him,not to console him but to make him feel bad because he wasn't here to see them!!

Almost everyone came except for Dr.Uncle.Well,no comments on his absence.He's the type who will say.."I will be there,carry on with the plan"..but he won't show up even when your conjuctivae gets dry.Yeah,I know he's a doctor but when it comes to family reunion,you have to MAKE AN ATTENDANCE.It's not always,once in ablue moonla.It's not like maternal family reunion every month of the year!Okay,okay,let him out of this topic now.Shah Alam uncle cam with Prema,Shakila and Boy.Prema akka and Navin Maya came around 11am while Me and the rest were snapping pictures.Prema akka in her first term of pregnancy,looked bubbly and cute.She's grandpa's first granddaughter.We welcomed the future mum and served her till she was like "aunty,I can't stuff food anymore..."Fruits were served right after lunch.

Later on,the girls(including Prema Akka) hopped into Gen 2 and the boys(including Navin maya) got into Boy's car and we went to receive Sravani from her college.Then all of us went to Ipoh Parade as the boys wanted to play bowling.Their spirits were up and after 2 hours,we drove back home.Rao made us his ice lemon tea with 'serai' for tea time at 7 pm..lol!Even the servings for tea is heavy with telugu traditional cuisines-'bellam garulu(everyone's favourite!),burulu,ladhu(only for me,my favourite!) and grandpa's remaining birthday cake.

Vijiya Pinni(aunt vijiya) reached after lunch with prashanthini.Shah Alam Uncle had to make a move after Gany Pinni arrived from penang at 10 pm.She was busy with her work and the kids which explains her late-coming.She came with a cake for Rishu and Grandpa and we sang birthday song for the second time for both of them.Practically all the 5 sibling were here except for Dr.Uncle.

Madhu,Rao II,made the atmosphere at home more lively with their jokes and teasings.Rao had left to catch bus to Kuantan since Mr.Most wanted has to go to work tomorrow.

We were so exhausted and I barely slept because of the talkings and at 5am,Madhu,VIjiya Pinni and Gany Pinni left.After waving bye to them,I dozed off for about 2 hours then it was Prema Akka and Navin Maya's turn to leave to KL.I climbed up my bed for another 2 hours sleep,then Pethamma and Pethanan came saying bye to me.So woke up again,sent them off and I really drifted into my sleep and only woke up at 12.30pm.Too worn out that,after lunch i thought of doing some readings but ended up sleeping at 5pm till 7.30pm.*gulp* Perhaps because of the mixture of foods that I had eaten yesterday,I only had 2 slices of brown bread done with mum's special secret recipe.

OMG,I'm still feeling sleepy after the many hours of sleep!!...am I showing symptoms of something?..

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It's Family Time!

9th August'09@0237

Today turned out to be GREAT!Morning,I actually wished i never got up because the moment I opened my eyes,the thoughts which I really wanted to push away,came rushing back into my mind,just like how highly pressured water kept in a dam will come gushing away once the gate is unlocked!Okay,why rant on it when I don't want to lose it either?Let's get back to my fun story ya'll.

After such a long time,maternal family members had decided to gather here in Ipoh,in conjunction with grandpa's birthday celebration.Rao,pethanana(elderest dad),pethamma(eldest mum) reached here early in the morning when I was still on the bed.I was really happy to see them after so long.Since mum was at work,I accompanied pethamma,spending time with her.Later,Rao was keenly telling me about his work,on his experiences meeting Tun Dr.Mahathir and the rest of the VIPs on their visits to Hyatt Hotel.He's indeed their all time favourite.Rao was taken away by my EURO pictures and stories(I saw on his expressions!).

When Ram called around 6.30pm upon his arrival with grandpa,Rao and I went to Medan Gopeng to receive them.All was good.We nominated Ram as the president of MYC with his new duty to gather the cousins next year for a fun outing since he slacked to do so this year!I was expecting to see everyone today but majority will be here in 8 hours time.As we were at home,Rao suggested "comela we go for movie..me,you(me) and Ram".We quickly flipped through the newspaper and was torn between The Proposal or G.I Joe.I was "any movies,I'll go with it" though I was hoping to catch a horror movie.Time was set..yeap midnight movie at 11.45 pm in Kinta City.

After buying grandpa his favourite meehoon soup for dinner,Ram and I rushed back home and got ready for the movie.As we were about to go,Dad and pethanana pulled aside the car and was actually considering to join us for the movie.Mum and Pethamma chose to spend their missed sisterhood time together at home.Probably the late night movie would've hindered dad that he said "it's okay,you guys go ahead".

I drove to jusco.I've never been for a midnight movie without mum dad and Ragu.Since it's after 10pm,I was actually sort of lost my way inside jusco because all the outlets were closed and we couldn't get to TGV unlike when it's day time.We had to take a flight of stairs,escalators and finally got 3 2nd front row tickets.Ram felt like eating even after a chee cheong fun dinner which made him buy a large pop corn and 3 bottles of mineral water.

That was my first time on 6 weeks of my return to catch a movie in TGV this year.I loved the movie by Sandra bullock and Ryan Reynolds.Needless to say that,Ms.Bullock is extremely a talented actress and she had carried her role well in this movie.I loved it..normally I won't go for second round in watching a movie,but The Proposal ,is definitely worth it and can be watched more than once..it's damn hilarious till the viewers(including me) and not to forget Rao and Ram were laughing like mad..:)* and yeah Ram,you have to do that hula-hula dance with mathu tomorrow;p)

I reached home 50 minutes ago.I decided to blog about today while waiting for my late night supper :brown bread to descend slowly into my Gastrointestinal tract(GIT).You know what is more surprising today?I didn't receive any CALLS from mum and dad which is part of their 'checking outs'.Even Ram was like "now,that's weird,not even a call:p)..

Fun-filled day..let's welcome the rest of the 2nd and 3rd and upcoming 4th generations tomorrow.Ragu,you missed being here with us today for the movie,br0.

Okie-dokie,I want to hit bed now,nights.

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Straight Through My Heart

6th August'09 @ 1038

A die hard fan never loses her likings despite catching up with her age.Started off her 'craziness' over their evergreen and super hit songs at the age of 13 and till now 23 years and 9 months,still cho0ses and opts for their music and songs..what's the magic that twirls their beautiful pop,R&B songs in her mind?Why the 'addiction' never fades with time?You know why?Simply because it's from THE BACKSTREET BOYS..no ordinary songs,mind you,their songs are the ones can NEVER leave your heart..NEVER!Look at me,23 years old,calling myself a medical student,yet I'm behaving like a teen who's madly in love with a boy band when the reign of boy bands are considered already had waned with time,but certainly NOT FOR ME.I will still turn to their songs when I needed to calm myself after a storm.You name me,who can make better songs than the BSB?I grew up listening to their songs just like how they have grown up from cute adorable boys to mature gentlemen(indisputable,YOU ALL ARE STILL THE HEART-THROBS TO THE FANS!).Though I didn't 'papparazi-ed' them from the age 11 when they made their first entrance to the world of music,I fell for their music and still am after listening to their 'AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME' in mix.fm in 1998.

The BSB WILL NEVER disappoint their ever faithful fans.Other boy bands had made their way too,or shall i say..they followed The BSB's footsteps but they didn't last long..what happened to the major BSB-wannabe..N*Sync?..just gone with the wind.Despite the many rumors and bumpy roads in life,BSB remained together and till now standing still.When other boy bands had splitted,BSB still going strong.One of the BSB have stated in a magazine that "Only death can do us apart,till then we will continue making music for our fans".

I do hear now:"BSB still around?"..My answer will be "YES,THEY ARE..WILL BE BACK WITH THEIR NEW ALBUM SOON".My point is proven true.They have once gain regain their title as the next BEATLES and the crop of the boy bands: their next studio album entitled "THIS IS US" with their first single called "STRAIGHT THROUGH MY HEART " will be released end of this month(if I'm not mistaken!)..So,now you know why I made this entry today..I'm VERY EXCITED,really looking forward for their album to be in the stores VERY SOON!

listen to the brand new song,I love it:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSQeDl3vxjY

A very Special note for Kevin: The band is not the same without you,missing your voice,come back,come back and continue making lovely music.You're still a Backstreet Boy to us.Good Luck.<3

KTBPA!!! I can 101% assure you that,even at 80 years old,I will still say proudly "BSB is definitely one of a kind" and perhaps I will narrate how much they've influenced me and don't be surprised if I spin you their hits when you visit me!

-A BSB fan for life-

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Inspired

5th August'09 @ 1343

Hey bloggie,so it has been 2 days since I blogged!There's nothing 'new or hip' happening here with me.Do I sound sad?..no worries,I'm not except that when there's no interesting and juicy happenings,I have to squeeze my head to post something on blogspot.What's driving me to blog and blog?It's unexplainable..words and I..

Sometimes in life,among the many people you meet,only a very few/the extraordinary ones will inspire you in achieving what you desire.What's so unique about them?Are they just too good for their professions that the ones looking at them will 'gasp/mouth 'wow' '?Perhaps these individuals are just borne to be in that path of life.

Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, the mind can achieve. - Dr. Napoleon Hill

Doctors who are passionate when it comes to dichotomy of health care will INSPIRE you to be just like them.Wards rounds with them indirectly will incorporate their values in you..well it did happen to me this time in Batu Gajah Hospital.Now,I have additional of 3 doctors to look up to and to name them as my role models.Life is all about learning,you can NEVER call an end when it comes to gaining more knowledge.I'm always amazed at the fact how these senior doctors/HODS STILL can remember even the small tiny facts which they had learned 3 decades ago?What's the secret?I've always wanted to unlock their mysterious brain.Curiosity kills the cat.To avert that,I got the answer which is: read,read,read,..always look up and flip the book when you're in doubt!.Cool fact,eh?Such an easy task,isn't it?Now,that's something to be put into practice more often.

Put aside real life doctors,doctors on tv also can ENCOURAGE,mould and shape you to be a better doctor.My very first addiction over the years was/still is ER.Though the serial is no longer being aired,it's undeniable to say ER is still the most anticipated show till now.I was obsessed with Dr.Carter till I'll go 'too cutela..serene,I'm not going to miss that show!!'(do you still remember serene?).Those were the days when I used to 'cuci mata' while watching ER which is incomparable to Gray's which prioritizes more on scandals and personal life.Dr.Bailey,Dr.Yeng and Dr.Burke caught my attention,yeah the ones who are more like REAL LIFE DOCTORS than the rest of the team.House,MD..what can i say?It actually can take over ER fans to its side.Love it when Hugh Laurie as the most sarcastic,the genius yet arrogant doctor who uses the stick on the wrong side to aid his limping leg.A 'tv doctor' with his own mind,in short,who doesn't give a damn about what others think of him!

All in all,attitude is a small thing that makes a big difference.

And as for a doctor,what does it take to be THE GREATEST AND THE MOST OUTSTANDING PHYSICIANS IN REAL LIFE???

answer: ONLY THROUGH EXPERIENCES. true?..

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unkept promise

Nammaka Thappani

nammaka thappani nijamainA

nuvvika rAvani chebuthunnA

enduku vinadO nA madi ippudainA ho

evvaru eduruga vasthunnA

nuvvEmO anukunTunnA

nee roopam nA

choopulanodilEnA hO

endari thO kalisunnAnEnonTarigAnE vunnA

nuvvodilina ee yEkAntamlOnA hO

kannulu terichE vunnA

nuvvu ninnaTi kalavE ainA

ippaTikI aa kalalOnE vunnA

nammaka thappani nijamainA

nuvvika rAvani chebuthunnA

enduku vinadO nA madi ippudainA hO

ee janmantA viDipOdeejanTA

anideevinchina guDiganTanu ika nA madi vinTundAnA vinuvenTa

nuvvE lEkunDArOju choosina E choTaina nanu gurthisthundaA?

nuvvu nanu tarimeyalavenugirigina chelimiyalatadi kanulatho ninu vethikeyalA
nammaka thappani nijamainA

nuvvika rAvani chebuthunnAenduku vinadO nA madi ippudainA hO
nee snEhamlO veligE vennellO

konnAllainA santOshamgA gaDichAyanukOnA

nA oohallO kaligE vEdanalO

ennAllainA ee naDi rAthiri gaDavadu anukOnA

chirunavvula paricheyamasirimallela parimalamachEjArina aasala tholivaramA
nammaka thappani nijamainA

nuvvika rAvani chebuthunnA

enduku vinadO nA madi ippudainA

hOevvaru eduruga vasthunnA

nuvvEmO anukunTunnA

nee roopam nA choopulanodilEnA hO

movie: Bommarillu

*This is one my most favourite telugu songs.The lyrics are so beautiful and heart-touching.Being a music addict,I can never resist listening to this song.I wish I could translate every single word of it,but I'm afraid it won't bring out the same impact as it is in Telugu.*:)

Link to the video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ou9tFljX28

You will definitely fall head over heels after listening to this song.Enjoy it!

1st August'09

2nd August'09@0030

This is my 2nd entry today(if I consider today is still saturday!) after the previous one at 4pm saturday wasn't saved and couldn't be published.I wanted to make an entry because 1st august is not remembered by many unlike 14th february.

1st August-- HAPPY FRIENDSHIP'S DAY to everyone.Thanks buddies for making me complete.:)

" A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away."- Arabian Proverb

Yesterday morning right after consuming a piece of curry puff,I went to claim my new passport.I was supposed to meet up with vick at 10am but ended up meeting my buddy at 11am.Thanks for the patience.I accompanied vicks to do shopping.This buddy of mine will start working next monday before she continues with her masters by the end of the year.So the second up coming miss masters is on her way right after miss lavania.2 out of 6 (the usual number) met up today.I joined vicks for breakfast after getting myself a milo ice.

I agreed on with mum dad saying that I don't look like I'm 24.Okay,so what with that?I'm not tall,small sized with high metabolism.So,just like any other days,people would've thought 2 teenage girls spending time/loitering around! Now,it's a pretty funny scene right?Maybe next time I should just paste a sign on my blouse/t-shirt stating "hey..I'm 23+++,don't dare to disturb me!"

Vicks and I were chit-chatting when we noticed a group of girls and guys.They look barely 18 years old,maybe younger than that.They didn't escape from our sight because these group of Indian girls chose to sit opposite us at the food court.We cared less about them but their eyes didn't leave us.As for me,I noticed their appearances suited well with what's being portrayed in movies nowadays.I'm not condemning my own race,I'm certainly not proud of that.But,their attitude,appearances,their mentality,emotional states don't go parallel with their age.Boys with their notorious behavior(pardon me for saying that word).Notorious in context of 'mengusik' girls who are passing by(telling from my experience).These kinds of lackadaisical/inappropriate attitudes are the ones which will lead to social problems.

Vicks and I exchanged smiles.After a few seconds of pause,spontaneously,Vicks said "I was still holding my mum's hands when I was their age"..*because we are pretty sure the girls are about 15 or 16 years old*..and I added " My first outing with you guys was for 'manmadhan' right after STPM examination!"..Kids nowadays,they are just growing up too fast,yes TOO FAST...it's like they are spinning and chasing after the time.You know how it feels when a 10 year old speaks as if she/he knows everything in the world?Each year when I come back home,I see my cousins become more of an 'adult'.I still cannot digest the fact that a sister of mine is actually 16 years old this year when I still remember talking to her about her primary school days!

Vicks and I agreed on saying "1985 babies,we are the best!"..I'm proud of who I am because I know grow up WITH TIME.There's no lagging behind or being too fast,ahead of time like kids nowadays.

I know everything seems to be moving very fast.The words 'advance/fast and furious' best explain about how things are now.

I certainly have no regrets for:

1.I've never been clubbing.

2.I've never went dating with a guy.

3.I've never skipped classes to loiter in the malls.

4.I've never behaved immorally.

5.I've never misued the freedom that has been given to me.

Other people might say that I 'wasted' my teenage days but heck,this is how I was brought up with values instilled in me.

Teenagers nowadays probably have different opinions,what's life without enjoyment?And I'll say "dear future teenagers,enjoy every moment of your life with a poised personality">

I'm happy with who I am.

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